Dinner was somewhat strained, as Waverly watched his oldest friend and
his young protégé feel each other
out. Each attempted to learn as much as possible from word, tone
of voice, gesture, and body language
while giving nothing away. Both knew he was watching and observing
them as well if not better than they
could themselves. He wasn’t distracted by trying to maneuver another
into giving something away. He
always HAD enjoyed an excellent chess match but he liked a good poker game
even more.
They discussed a number of topics from literature to sports to politics.
Qui-Gon was trying to get a sense of
the man’s attitude toward homosexuals by using every trick his master had
ever taught him on a diplomatic
mission, and everything he’d picked up in the years since. The man
was physically impervious, giving
nothing away by outward sign. But he’d “flinch” mentally at certain
words, which gave the Jedi the
answers he sought. When Waverly excused himself to retire for the
night, he decided to test his findings.
Napoleon had decided John was both hiding something and fishing for information.
What did the man want,
and how did it affect Ilya? Could he trust this man with his partner?
He hadn’t seen anything to set off
alarms, but then, he hadn’t seen much of anything at all. What was
he hiding? Something to do with
Ilya? He was beginning to think so, and he didn’t like it.
When Waverly excused himself to retire for the
night, he decided to confront his host.
“What are you hiding, Quinn?” There’s nothing like the direct approach.
John chuckled. “The direct approach, eh? I admire that.
You’re worried about your partner. I can
understand that. You know what was done to him, and what he was doing
to survive. How do you feel
about your partner being with other men? What’s your opinion of homosexuality
in general?”
“I’ve always believed in ‘Live and Let Live’,” Napoleon replied.
He definitely didn’t like what he was
hearing. “As for what my partner has gone through, none of it was
his choice. If I should discover
someone’s been playing on his vulnerability, manipulating his emotions
for his own ends,” he caught John’s
eye so there would no misunderstanding, “I’ll kill him, without a qualm
and without a second
thought. Irregardless of who he is or who he knows.”
The older man nodded without breaking eye contact. “I don’t doubt
it for a second. You’re very . . .
devoted to him. Are you devoted enough to allow him to make his own
choices, even if they go against
conventional morals? Could you ‘Live and Let Live’ if your partner told
you he preferred making love to
men?”
“I’d have to be certain it WAS his choice, freely made, and not something
he ’d been led to believe he
wanted.”
John refreshed both their drinks from the bar. “I’m not some vile
seducer. The first time he approached me,
I told him I didn’t want him sleeping with anyone unless that was what
he wanted. I also told him I’d
arrange for training or education for him so he wouldn’t need to sell himself
to survive. At the time I
believed prostitution was the only thing he knew. Do you really think I’d
hire a psychiatrist for him if I
wanted to manipulate his emotions? There are far cheaper ways to
do it.”
“I’ll withhold judgement on the matter until I can get Ilya’s side of the
story. IF I can get his side; he’s
rather conveniently – for you, perhaps – incommunicado at the moment,”
Napoleon said.
“I wish he could talk to you, more than you know.” John replied.
He would have said more, but at that
moment the scream of a man in mortal agony split the night, coming from
Ivan’s room.
He was dreaming.
The bastard was raping him again, because he’d found a new toy with which
to hurt him. It was something
like a cross between the electronic matches used to start barbecue grills
and fireplaces and a cattle prod. It
was small enough to be held in one hand, and had two small electrodes on
its tip. He’ d shown it to him
before he’d started, demonstrating how the current arced between the electrodes
when he activated it.
He’d proceeded to activate it all over his victim’s body, leaving burns
of varying degrees of severity
depending on how many times he touched a particular spot and how long he
left the device in place. He had
a perverse fondness for his erogenous zones, but didn’t neglect any area
completely. Quarter sized blisters
dotted his limbs and torso and he’d been raped 4 times before his tormentor
drew away from his
whimpering, shuddering form.
“You’re close,” he whispered, rolling the UNCLE agent onto his back and
reaching up to stroke the hair
back from his eyes. “So very, very close.” He leaned down and kissed
him on the lips. “What shall we do
now, hmm?” He pulled his legs apart, exposing his most sensitive
areas, and knelt between them. “One
more little nudge, I think.” He bent his victim’s knees for better
access.
Ilya wondered what it was to which he was supposed to be close. He
hoped it was dying; the pain had long
since passed unbearable. He didn’t really notice what Phillips was
doing until he felt the tip of the device
entering his anus.
“Let’s see now; here?” He poked with the device, and got no response.
“Here, perhaps?” he poked another
spot, and got nothing. He continued to ask, “Here?” and poke around
inside him until Ilya gasped and
bucked. “Ah, there’s the spot!” He beamed at his victim as
if he’d just found a treasure. He had: his
prostate. He poked a few more times to be sure of the location.
“No, please no,” Ilya begged, knowing what was coming, and knowing too
he couldn’t possibly brace
himself for it. “No, please, God in Heaven, not that, not there,”
he whimpered.
His pleas were an aphrodisiac to Phillips; he thought he’d climax just
from hearing them. He activated the
device, and his victim’s screams of agony were music to his ears.
He was still screaming, full volume, when John knocked down the door. Pushing
the cook to one side, he
pulled the screaming man into his arms. He held him closely against
his chest, partly to muffle the screams
and partly to reassure him. “Shh, shh, you’re safe now, you’re safe,
my Ivan, my little snowflake,” he
murmured in Russian.
Only to have his snowflake push him away and annoyedly reply in English,
“I am no one’s ‘little
snowflake’. My name is Ilya Nickolovitch Kuryakin,” his face screwed
itself up in pain, “and God in
Heaven help me,” he started to sob, “I remember.” He collapsed against
John’s chest once more, sobbing
like a heartbroken child. Qui-Gon did nothing to quell the tears
until he cried himself out, while Napoleon
and Waverly found places on the bed and lent what comfort they could to
him.
When he’d regained his composure to the point where he could speak, he
told them about his dream. “We
need to go back there and take out that nest,” he advised.
“Already done, Mr. Kuryakin,” Waverly told him, “by the Hong Kong office;
it ’s how we first got an
inkling you were still alive. They missed Phillips; however, one
of his underlings gave us an account of
your stay.”
It was with great effort that Ilya managed to calm himself after hearing
his tormentor was wandering about
while they had no idea where. When he opened his eyes, he kept them
downcast into his lap. “There’s . . .
something more you should know. When he turned off the device I was
in so much pain – my nerves acted
like wiring, carrying the current to – to – “ he gestured to his groin,
“the pins – I – I – broke down
completely. I told him everything I knew: about UNCLE, about the
KGB, about the various organizations
we keep track of, everything – anything – to keep him from hurting me like
that again.” A single sob
escaped his control; he ignored it, as he was ignoring the tears pouring
down his cheeks, and continued. “I
am a traitor,” he raised his eyes and looked straight at Waverly, “and
I deserve to be sanctioned. The worst
part,” he whispered, closing his eyes once more in a futile effort to block
out the memory, “is that it didn’t
work. He pressed it against my prostate and burned me some more,
and I screamed and I screamed and I
screamed.” He started to sob again. “He finally pulled it out
and raped me, hard and fast, and oh God it
hurt and I just wanted to die so the pain would stop.”
All three men reached out to comfort him, but he batted their hands away.
“Don’t touch me, please. I just
want to be alone right now.” He burrowed down under his sheet and
pulled his pillow against his chest,
burying his face in it to muffle his sobs. “Please, just go.”
“Cook will sit with you, just in case,” John said, and Ilya nodded.